I'm really looking forward to a trip to the Metropolitan Museum of Art tomorrow. I'll get to see my current favorite painting by Degas that I shared a couple of weeks ago. I'm going with my dear friend Lori and I'm sure we'll go visit her current favorite painting as well. This is titled Joan of Arc and was painted by Jules Bastien-Lepage (French, 1848–1884).
This image does not do the painting justice at all. The painting is very large and Joan of Arc looks so real. It is so striking and you just want to stand there and take it all in.
So we will be visiting these favorites and I'm sure we will be finding new favorites which I'll share with you on another day.
"He will give grass in your fields for your cattle, and you will eat and be satisfied." Deuteronomy 11:15
Friday, April 23, 2010
Monday, April 19, 2010
Saturday, April 17, 2010
Book Review – “Brokenness” by Nancy Leigh DeMoss
I haven’t blogged in a few days. I’ve been on a bit of a cleaning and organizing spree and I needed to keep the momentum going.
I’ve recently re-read the book Brokenness by Nancy Leigh DeMoss during my devotions. I often read small bits of a Christian book every morning to begin my devotional time. I see it as a warm up for my daily spiritual exercises. A way of preparing my heart. Brokenness is the first book in a trilogy of books. The next two are Surrender and Holiness. I will be reading them next.
Here are a couple of quotes from the book that really struck me.
“True brokenness is an on-going, constant way of life.”
“I am grieved by the coldness, indifference, and hardness of my heart toward the Savior; I long to be able to express that spontaneous, extravagant love and devotion that pours forth out of a broken, contrite heart – a heart that recognizes the greatness of my sin and the surpassing greatness of His grace.”
“As is always the case with sin and pride, the answer is to get out ‘into the light’ – to let the roof off and the walls down. I had stepped into the light with God, but I realized I needed to humble myself before others in order to put the ax to the root of this poisonous pride in my heart.”
“In the days that followed, God began to grant an unusually sweet sense of His presence. I found my heart growing in tenderness for Him, and His Word was quickening to my heart in richer and more personal ways than had been true in a long time.”
In a particularly convicting part of the book, Nancy contrasts Proud People with Broken People. Here the list:
“Proud people focus on the failures of others.
Broken people are overwhelmed with a sense of their own spiritual need.
Proud people have a critical, fault-finding spirit; they look at everyone else’s faults with a microscope but their own with a telescope.
Broken people are compassionate; they can forgive much because they know how much they have been forgiven.
Proud people are self-righteous; they look down on others.
Broken people esteem all others better than themselves.
Proud people have an independent, self-sufficient spirit.
Broken people have a dependent spirit; they recognize their need for others.
Proud people have to prove that they are right.
Broken people are willing to yield the right to be right.
Proud people claim rights; they have a demanding spirit.
Broken people yield their rights; they have a meek spirit.
Proud people are self-protective of their time, their rights, and their reputation.
Broken people are self-denying.
Proud people desire to be served.
Broken people are motivated to serve others.
Proud people desire to be a success.
Broken people are motivated to be faithful and to make others a success.
Proud people desire self-advancement.
Broken people desire to promote others.
Proud people have a drive to be recognized and appreciated.
Broken people have a sense of their own unworthiness; they are thrilled that God would use them at all.
Proud people are wounded when others are promoted and they are overlooked.
Broken people are eager for others to get the credit; they rejoice when others are lifted up.
Proud people have a subconscious feeling, “This ministry/church is privileged to have me and my gifts”; they think of what they can do for God.
Broken people’s heart attitude is, “I don’t deserve to have a part in any ministry”; they know that they have nothing to offer God except the life of Jesus flowing through their broken lives.
Proud people feel confident in how much they know.
Broken people are humbled by how very much they have to learn.
Proud people are self-conscious.
Broken people are not concerned with self at all.
Proud people keep others at arms’ length.
Broken people are willing to risk getting close to others and to take risks of loving intimately.
Proud people are quick to blame others.
Broken people accept personal responsibility and can see where they are wrong in a situation.
Proud people are unapproachable or defensive when criticized.
Broken people receive criticism with a humble, open spirit.
Proud people are concerned with being respectable, with what others think; they work to protect their own image and reputation.
Broken people are concerned with being real; what matters to them is not what others think but what God knows; they are willing to die to their own reputation.
Proud people find it difficult to share their spiritual need with others.
Broken people are willing to be open and transparent with others as God directs.
Proud people want to be sure that no one finds out when they have sinned; their instinct is to cover up.
Broken people, once broken, don’t care who knows or who finds out; they are willing to be exposed because they have nothing to lose.
Proud people have a hard time saying, 'I was wrong; will you please forgive me?'
Broken people are quick to admit failure and to seek forgiveness when necessary.
Proud people tend to deal in generalities when confessing sin.
Broken people are able to acknowledge specifics when confessing their sin.
Proud people are concerned about the consequences of their sin.
Broken people are grieved over the cause, the root of their sin.
Proud people are remorseful over their sin, sorry that they got found out or caught.
Broken people are truly, genuinely repentant over their sin, evidenced in the fact that they forsake that sin.
Proud people wait for the other to come and ask forgiveness when there is a misunderstanding or conflict in a relationship.
Broken people take the initiative to be reconciled when there is misunderstanding or conflict in relationships; they race to the cross; they see if they can get there first, no matter how wrong the other may have been.
Proud people compare themselves with others and feel worthy of honor.
Broken people compare themselves to the holiness of God and feel a desperate need for His mercy.
Proud people are blind to their true heart condition.
Broken people walk in the light.
Proud people don’t think they have anything to repent of.
Broken people realize they have need of a continual heart attitude of repentance.
Proud people don’t think they need revival, but they are sure that everyone else does.
Broken people continually sense their need for a fresh encounter with God and for a fresh filling of His Holy Spirit.”
Ouch!
Monday, April 12, 2010
Currently Reading & Watching
Currently reading-
This Momentary Marriage by John Piper
My Life in Paris by Julia Child
Currently re-reading –
Brokenness by Nancy Leigh DeMoss
Pride and Prejudice by Jane Austen
Stepping Heavenward by Elizabeth Prentiss
Watching-
The New BBC version of Emma
Cranford 2
Opera-
Il Barbiere di Siviglia (The Barber of Seville) – This one cracks me up because I can’t help but think of the first version of Barber of Seville that I was exposed to….you know…the one by Bugs Bunny. “Figaro, Figaro…Figaro” LOL!
This Momentary Marriage by John Piper
My Life in Paris by Julia Child
Currently re-reading –
Brokenness by Nancy Leigh DeMoss
Pride and Prejudice by Jane Austen
Stepping Heavenward by Elizabeth Prentiss
Watching-
The New BBC version of Emma
Cranford 2
Opera-
Il Barbiere di Siviglia (The Barber of Seville) – This one cracks me up because I can’t help but think of the first version of Barber of Seville that I was exposed to….you know…the one by Bugs Bunny. “Figaro, Figaro…Figaro” LOL!
Friday, April 09, 2010
Fine Arts Friday
I don’t know why but when I walked into the room containing this Degas, tears began to stream down my face. This image does not come close to showing the beauty and magnificent color of the original.
Madame Valpinçon with Chrysanthemums by Edgar Degas
Thursday, April 08, 2010
Daybook, Thursday April 8th
outside my window . . . it’s a hot gorgeous day but cold weather is coming so the wind is kicking up
in the kitchen . . . I’m getting ready to order pizza. Ugh! I’m not doing too well in the kitchen. It seems I can either school well or cook well but to do them both well at the same time seems to elude me.
around the house . . . It’s quiet. Everyone is up at the barn doing evening chores
on my iPod . . . I’ve been listening to Bach’s St. Matthew’s Passion
from our studies . . . we have begun to study American History. I love Sonlight and am looking forward to all we will be learning.
thinking about . . . walking with the Spirit and being sensitive to his leading.
listening to. . . a turkey gobbling in the woods near the house
thankful for. . .the Lord’s longsuffering
pondering the words . . . “Don’t be too easily convinced that God really wants you to do all sorts of work you needn’t do. Each must do his duty ‘in that state of life to which God has called him.’ Remember that a belief in the virtues of doing for doing’s sake is characteristically feminine, characteristically American, and characteristically modern: so that three veils may divide you from the correct view! There can be intemperance in work just as in drink. What feels like zeal may be only fidgets or even the flattering of one’s self-importance. As MacDonald says, ‘In holy things may be unholy greed!’ And by doing what ‘one’s station and its duties’ does not demand, one can make oneself less fit for the duties it does demand and so commit some injustice. Just you give Mary a chance as well as Martha!” C.S. Lewis, Letters to An American Lady
to foster rhythm and beauty . . . I’ve been playing St. Matthew’s passion during breakfast
one of my favorite things . . . My time with the Lord in the morning. I’ve been neglecting it terribly for a long time and lately I’ve gotten back to it. I don’t know why I let it slid…it is such a precious time.
milestones in the past week . . . can't think of any
a few plans for the upcoming week . . . we have some birthdays coming up so I need to plan parties. Also with the warm weather, we need to go up in the attic and dig out the warm weather clothes.
Tuesday, April 06, 2010
Just another day on the farm
Hey Diddle, Diddle. The Cat and the Fiddle, the cow jumped over the....door? Well, it was a half-door and it wasn't a cow it was a steer and the steer thought he was a gazelle but he isn’t. He didn't quite make it over...he got hung up...halfway over. Sadly I didn’t have time to take a picture. I wish I had. The question is how do you get a cow off a door? Answer...very carefully...well NO brute force...like everything else with cattle, brute force. Andy wasn’t home but we have a guy we call the Hillbilly doing work on the farm so we called him. I helped him push the door open and slide the cow off the door. I can’t believe I do these things. Just another day on the farm.
Sheri
Monday, April 05, 2010
One of Those Homeschool Days That Keeps You Going
First of all, I finished a full year of history today. It took us a year and a half but we finished it. This is a first in the 13 years that I have been homeschooling. I finally began using Sonlight’s History curriculum. I had avoided Sonlight for years because I didn’t feel like it was the perfect curriculum. But I have finally come to realize that there is no such thing as the perfect curriculum. I have found that I need to find a curriculum that is good enough and most importantly one that I can use. I have purchased so many history curriculums in the past that I just didn’t use. They were too complicated, too time consuming, or just offered so many options that I found myself unsure which to pick. I love Sonlight because it is all laid out and pre-planned. I just pick up the books and read the day’s lesson.
Secondly, we had school outside on the front porch. It’s an absolutely gorgeous day….the perfect temperature. Not too hot and not too cold. At one point we stopped reading to listen to two birds calling to each other. I’ve never heard birds do that before. It was nice to stop and listen and enjoy God’s creation. Ahh! The beauty of homeschooling!
Thirdly, we had lots of good discussions over this last history lesson. Discussion and the contemplation of ideas. That is what I want our homeschool to be about. And this is even more important than finishing a curriculum.
And then the cream…we took some time to read poetry. I want poetry reading to be a more consistent part of our school day. I came upon a poem titled "The Wreck of the Hesperus" by Longfellow. "The Wreck of the Hesperus" is a saying we use often in our home for things that are...well, wrecked but I never knew that it was a poem so I was intrigued. I read it to the girls. Brooke was soon sitting next to me. She was becoming more and more engrossed in the poem. I felt her moving closer and closer as the tension in the poem built..she was very into it. At the end of the poem we did laugh. I don’t think that is the intended reaction…but we did enjoy the story. And I loved seeing the joy in my kids, of listening to a well written poem and being excited to find out what happened next.
Here’s the poem:
"WRECK OF THE HESPERUS"
It was the schooner Hesperus,
That sailed the wintery sea;
And the skipper had taken his little daughter,
To bear him company.
Blue were her eyes as the fairy flax,
Her cheeks like the dawn of day,
And her bosom white as the hawthorn buds,
That ope in the month of May.
The Skipper he stood beside the helm,
His pipe was in his mouth,
And he watched how the veering flaw did blow
The smoke now West, now South.
Then up and spake an old Sailor,
Had sailed the Spanish Main,
"I pray thee, put into yonder port,
for I fear a hurricane.
"Last night the moon had a golden ring,
And to-night no moon we see!"
The skipper, he blew whiff from his pipe,
And a scornful laugh laughed he.
Colder and louder blew the wind,
A gale from the Northeast,
The snow fell hissing in the brine,
And the billows frothed like yeast.
Down came the storm, and smote amain
The vessel in its strength;
She shuddered and paused, like a frighted steed,
Then leaped her cable's length.
"Come hither! come hither! my little daughter,
And do not tremble so;
For I can weather the roughest gale
That ever wind did blow."
He wrapped her warm in his seaman's coat
Against the stinging blast;
He cut a rope from a broken spar,
And bound her to the mast.
"O father! I hear the church bells ring,
Oh, say, what may it be?"
"Tis a fog-bell on a rock bound coast!" --
And he steered for the open sea.
"O father! I hear the sound of guns;
Oh, say, what may it be?"
Some ship in distress, that cannot live
In such an angry sea!"
"O father! I see a gleaming light.
Oh say, what may it be?"
But the father answered never a word,
A frozen corpse was he.
Lashed to the helm, all stiff and stark,
With his face turned to the skies,
The lantern gleamed through the gleaming snow
On his fixed and glassy eyes.
Then the maiden clasped her hands and prayed
That saved she might be;
And she thought of Christ, who stilled the wave,
On the Lake of Galilee.
And fast through the midnight dark and drear,
Through the whistling sleet and snow,
Like a sheeted ghost, the vessel swept
Tow'rds the reef of Norman's Woe.
And ever the fitful gusts between
A sound came from the land;
It was the sound of the trampling surf,
On the rocks and hard sea-sand.
The breakers were right beneath her bows,
She drifted a dreary wreck,
And a whooping billow swept the crew
Like icicles from her deck.
She struck where the white and fleecy waves
Looked soft as carded wool,
But the cruel rocks, they gored her side
Like the horns of an angry bull.
Her rattling shrouds, all sheathed in ice,
With the masts went by the board;
Like a vessel of glass, she stove and sank,
Ho! ho! the breakers roared!
At daybreak, on the bleak sea-beach,
A fisherman stood aghast,
To see the form of a maiden fair,
Lashed close to a drifting mast.
The salt sea was frozen on her breast,
The salt tears in her eyes;
And he saw her hair, like the brown sea-weed,
On the billows fall and rise.
Such was the wreck of the Hesperus,
In the midnight and the snow!
Christ save us all from a death like this,
On the reef of Norman's Woe!
By Henry Wadsworth Longfellow.
Secondly, we had school outside on the front porch. It’s an absolutely gorgeous day….the perfect temperature. Not too hot and not too cold. At one point we stopped reading to listen to two birds calling to each other. I’ve never heard birds do that before. It was nice to stop and listen and enjoy God’s creation. Ahh! The beauty of homeschooling!
Thirdly, we had lots of good discussions over this last history lesson. Discussion and the contemplation of ideas. That is what I want our homeschool to be about. And this is even more important than finishing a curriculum.
And then the cream…we took some time to read poetry. I want poetry reading to be a more consistent part of our school day. I came upon a poem titled "The Wreck of the Hesperus" by Longfellow. "The Wreck of the Hesperus" is a saying we use often in our home for things that are...well, wrecked but I never knew that it was a poem so I was intrigued. I read it to the girls. Brooke was soon sitting next to me. She was becoming more and more engrossed in the poem. I felt her moving closer and closer as the tension in the poem built..she was very into it. At the end of the poem we did laugh. I don’t think that is the intended reaction…but we did enjoy the story. And I loved seeing the joy in my kids, of listening to a well written poem and being excited to find out what happened next.
Here’s the poem:
"WRECK OF THE HESPERUS"
It was the schooner Hesperus,
That sailed the wintery sea;
And the skipper had taken his little daughter,
To bear him company.
Blue were her eyes as the fairy flax,
Her cheeks like the dawn of day,
And her bosom white as the hawthorn buds,
That ope in the month of May.
The Skipper he stood beside the helm,
His pipe was in his mouth,
And he watched how the veering flaw did blow
The smoke now West, now South.
Then up and spake an old Sailor,
Had sailed the Spanish Main,
"I pray thee, put into yonder port,
for I fear a hurricane.
"Last night the moon had a golden ring,
And to-night no moon we see!"
The skipper, he blew whiff from his pipe,
And a scornful laugh laughed he.
Colder and louder blew the wind,
A gale from the Northeast,
The snow fell hissing in the brine,
And the billows frothed like yeast.
Down came the storm, and smote amain
The vessel in its strength;
She shuddered and paused, like a frighted steed,
Then leaped her cable's length.
"Come hither! come hither! my little daughter,
And do not tremble so;
For I can weather the roughest gale
That ever wind did blow."
He wrapped her warm in his seaman's coat
Against the stinging blast;
He cut a rope from a broken spar,
And bound her to the mast.
"O father! I hear the church bells ring,
Oh, say, what may it be?"
"Tis a fog-bell on a rock bound coast!" --
And he steered for the open sea.
"O father! I hear the sound of guns;
Oh, say, what may it be?"
Some ship in distress, that cannot live
In such an angry sea!"
"O father! I see a gleaming light.
Oh say, what may it be?"
But the father answered never a word,
A frozen corpse was he.
Lashed to the helm, all stiff and stark,
With his face turned to the skies,
The lantern gleamed through the gleaming snow
On his fixed and glassy eyes.
Then the maiden clasped her hands and prayed
That saved she might be;
And she thought of Christ, who stilled the wave,
On the Lake of Galilee.
And fast through the midnight dark and drear,
Through the whistling sleet and snow,
Like a sheeted ghost, the vessel swept
Tow'rds the reef of Norman's Woe.
And ever the fitful gusts between
A sound came from the land;
It was the sound of the trampling surf,
On the rocks and hard sea-sand.
The breakers were right beneath her bows,
She drifted a dreary wreck,
And a whooping billow swept the crew
Like icicles from her deck.
She struck where the white and fleecy waves
Looked soft as carded wool,
But the cruel rocks, they gored her side
Like the horns of an angry bull.
Her rattling shrouds, all sheathed in ice,
With the masts went by the board;
Like a vessel of glass, she stove and sank,
Ho! ho! the breakers roared!
At daybreak, on the bleak sea-beach,
A fisherman stood aghast,
To see the form of a maiden fair,
Lashed close to a drifting mast.
The salt sea was frozen on her breast,
The salt tears in her eyes;
And he saw her hair, like the brown sea-weed,
On the billows fall and rise.
Such was the wreck of the Hesperus,
In the midnight and the snow!
Christ save us all from a death like this,
On the reef of Norman's Woe!
By Henry Wadsworth Longfellow.
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